Still of the night, or not..

Posted on April 28, 2007 by artzzzo.
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I think, I am abit off up in my head today..For one reason or another I am feelin emotionally drained..Yea, emotionally drained..and for what?? for no reason..i think there are loose screws up in my head..
*pokes up the head*
Have you ever woke up in the middle of the night, crying for no reason…i mean there is no bad dreams or wat so ever but you got started in the middle of your sleep and cry..and was hard to stop too…scary…hey, I am not that sissy, ok!..it’s juz..i’m seriously something wrong… =p
*ponders*
hmmm..it..it could be the book i was reading before i hitting the sack..was reading AmyTan’s ‘The Kitchen God’s Wife’..just started actually, was readin the 3rd chapter or so…there was a funeral scene…guess it triggered my latest funeral experience..gosh!!
*speechless*
*silence*

My Widget

Posted on April 20, 2007 by artzzzo.
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Go Light Your World

Posted on April 19, 2007 by artzzzo.
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am feeling bit restless and moody and am sick..and then there came this song, playing on my playlist..it brought back so many memories, and find it very inspirational..so, i would like to share it with all you out there, go light your candle..
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Go Light Your World
 
There is a candle in every soul
Some brightly burning,
Some dark and cold
There is a spirit who brings the fire
Ignites his candle and makes his home
Carry your candle,
Run to the darkness
Seek out the hopeless, confused and torn
Hold out your candle for all to see it
Take your candle and go light your world
Frustrated brothers,
see how he’s tried to
Light his own candle some other way
See now our sister,
She’s been robbed and lied to
Still holds a candle without a flame
So carry your candle,
run to the darkness
Seek out the lonely,
the tired and worn
Hold out your candle for all to see it
Take your candle and
go light your world
We are a family whose hearts are blazing
We raise our candles and light up the sky
Praying to our Father, "In the name of Jesus
Make us a beacon in darkest times!"

In Memory Of Nancy Teresa Ang Swee Gaik

Posted on April 8, 2007 by artzzzo.
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Dear Godma,
  You are a caring woman,
  You are a loving wife, mother, grandmother and god mother.
  You are a tough woman.
  You are sporting,
  You great teacher,
  You are a leader,
  You are a good friend,
  You are a stuborn woman,
  You are a woman who loves power,
  You are a woman with rasional that few understands,
  You are a woman with statements,
  You are a woman that never stops offering,
  You are a woman with demand,
  You are a woman who remembers,
  You are a woman filled with hope,
  You are a woman that dictates,
  You are a strong woman,
  You are a woman that never gives up,
  You are a woman with conspiracy,
  You are a woman with aire,
  You are a woman with life,
  You are a proud woman,
  You are a woman who is sick for a long time,
  You are a woman with a never ending patience and loving husband,
  You are a woman with gorgeous children.
  You are a woman with bright grandchildren.
  You are a woman whom friends appreciate,
  You are a whole woman,
  You are very direct,
  You are a woman whom i look up to,
  You are the one that taught me disipline in art,
  You are the one who teaches me to dream,
  You teach me to be myself,
  You are the one helps my family much,
  You are a woman that never discriminates,
  You are an artist.
With all these and much more, your leaving gives you peace and end to all misery from your sickness and suffering from all these while. You’ll be greatly missed by all especially close ones. I pray that you’ll always be at His side, and do pray for us. You will always be in our memory. We love you much. I love you.
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A song dedicated to you, Godma by Katie Melua ‘I cried For You’
You’re beautiful so silently
It lies beneath a shade of blue
It struck me so violently
When I looked at you
But others pass, they never pause
To feel that magic in your hand
To me you’re like a wild rose
They never understand why
I cried for you
When the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper
I’ll cross the sea for a different world
With your treasure, a secret for me to hold
In many years they may forget
This love of ours or that we met
They may not know
How much you meant to me
I cried for you
And the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper
Without you now I see
How fragile the world can be
And I know you’ve gone away
But in my heart you’ll always stay
I cried for you
And the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper
 

Grace

Posted on March 9, 2007 by artzzzo.
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The lines on his face and hands,
hold so much then mere noise in the bus.
His grips are steady and firm,
never a doubt in his precision.
The walking stick must have been
his companion in all his trips.
His veins hiding behind his skin,
tells the labour that he had worked.
The teary eyes beholds so much stories,
that shows no empty vacant of memories,
especialy fond ones with that smile..
What a sight fo me to anticipate.
How good it is to grow old this way,
such grace…
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ps: I wrote it on the way bck home in the bus while observing an old uncle. I wish to dedicate this to all senior citizen. *cheers*

tarot card reading..

Posted on May 25, 2006 by artzzzo.
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Question-

i went tarot card reading that day. my sis

fren took us there…whether i feel guilty or

not…errrrr..actually not really..but i’ve been

asking myself whether its wrong or not. still in the

process of finding answers..what do u guys think?

Answer-

tarot card reading?!..tat’s interesting..hehe..n the answer

to ur question is how u felt when u read your horoscope

report in the news paper..i blive it’s no wrong no right..but

that doesn’t mean that I’m encouraging you to do so..you

can go and do it for fun but u shouldn’t believe it(n d matter

of fact we r catholics,but then I also cant be really bothered

bout tat)..u can joke bout it and wat so ever la but blivin it

shouldn’t happen..there’s a very thin line to separate it,if

wat the fella said is true..newayz,dun be bothered bout it

la..and I hv another theory for tat,dun consult them if you

don’t feel like doin or doubt bout doin it or simply I dun

feel comfortable(errie) bout the whole thing..i remember mom

said once that,all this involves spirits…but the question is,

wat sortsa spirits..if it’s a harmless one it shouldn’t give effects..

but if It’s a strong one it can make you feel it’s presence..

the harmless one might not giv prob la..but the strong one,

it’ll be hard to predict koz they are not human beings and

they have their aft world rules n demands to be played..

well,this is what I hv saturated tru all these years for hvin

a brought-up buddist mom..

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yea,they also usually read your character through your face..yup,face reading..

The Haunted Curse

Posted on May 17, 2006 by artzzzo.
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The cursed haunted song

naturaleza muerta = the sea + jealousy strikes + horid curse +  manipulatively addictive + emotionally capturing + silent haunts + destined darkness +  poignant powerful + connectedly moving + extensive battle + mysterious tale + ember death + everlasting love.

the song & translation..

Naturaleza Muerta

No ha salido el sol
y Ana y Miguel
ya prenden llama.
Ella sobre el
hombre y mujer
deshacen la cama.

Y el mar, que esta loco por Ana,
prefiere no mirar,
los celos no perdonan al agua, ni a las algas, ni a la sal.

Al amanecer
ya esta Miguel
sobre su barca.
"Dame un beso amor,
y espera quieta
junto a la playa".

Y el mar murmura en su lenguaje:
"Maldito pescador!,
despidete de ella.
No quiero compartir su corazon".

Y llorar, y llorar, y llorar por el.
Y esperar, y esperar, y esperar de pie
en la orilla a que vuelva Miguel.

Dicen en la aldea
que esa roca blanca es Ana.
Cubierta de sal y de coral
espera en la playa.

No esperes mas, nina de piedra.
Miguel no va a volver.
El mar le tiene preso
por no querer cederle a una mujer.

Y llorar, y llorar, y llorar por el.
Y esperar, y esperar, y esperar de pie
en la orilla a que vuelva Miguel.

Incluso hay gente que asegura
que cuando hay tempestad
las olas las provoca
Miguel luchando a muerte con el mar.

Y llorar, y llorar, y llorar por el.
Y esperar, y esperar, y esperar de pie
en la orilla a que vuelva Miguel.

—-

Dead Nature

The sun hasn’t come out yet
and Ana and Miguel
are already on fire
Her, upon him
a man and a woman
making a jumble of their bed

And the sea, which is crazy for Ana,
prefers not to watch,
jealousy does not spare the water, nor the seaweed, nor the salt

By dawn
Miguel is all ready
in his boat
"Give me a kiss, my love,
and wait calm
next to the shore

And the sea murmurs in its own language:
"Damn you, fisherman!,
say goodbye to her
I don’t want to share her heart

And crie, and crie, and crie for him
And wait, and wait, and wait standing upright
on the shore for Miguel to come back

They say in the village
that that white rock is Ana
All covered up with salt and corals
she’s waiting on the beach

Don’t wait any more, stone girl
Miguel is not coming back
The sea has him captured
not wanting to give him to a woman

And cry, and cry, and cry for him
and wait, and wait, and wait standing upright
in the shore for Miguel to come back

There are also those who reassure
that whenever there is a storm
the waves are evoked
by Miguel who is fighting to death against the sea

And cry, and cry, and cry for him
and wait, and wait, and wait standing upright
in the sea shore for Miguel to come back

now u noe wat i mean?mayb u dont..newayz,who will..****

my thing of dignity..

Posted on April 5, 2006 by artzzzo.
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Now as before, women and men are treated inhumanely all over the world.They are robbed of their opportunities and their freedom; their human rights are trampled underfoot; their dignity is disregarded. But might does not make it right! In the face of all inhumanity our ethical convictions demand that every human being must be treated humanely.

This means that every human being, no matter what age, sex, race, skin colour, physical or mental ability, language religion, political view or national or social origin posseses an inalienable and untouchable dignity, and everyone, the induvidual as well as the state, is therefore obliged to honour this dignity and protect it.No one stands "above good and evil" - no human being, no social class,no influential interest group, no police apparatus, no army, and no state. On the contrary, possesed of reason and conscience, every human is obliged to behave in a genuinely human fashin, to do good and avoid evil!!

‘ What you do not wish,
done to yourself,
do not do to others!’

gOoDnEs$ on EaRth

Posted on February 15, 2006 by artzzzo.
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it was as strange as it seems..but in these recents days..every thing around seem to fit more in its plc..People,i’ve been touched by God!!

ok u guys might think i’m wack or sm thing..but it’s real..tis is how my story goes..

earlier on,i was depressed n down..darlin jus bought sm thing to cheer me up..sweet jan shared sm beautiful songs tat she found wit me..then i hv alex sayang to cheer me up every now n then..well,it’s not much but it’s d hearth n thought tat truelly does matters..n all these did cheer me up..

at nother one time,i was worried sick bout my results n also for d uni intake thinggy..n by God’s will i hv a macho bugger called lenard tat encourage me..wiz remindin me to pray..tat bugger!!haha..but it do me good..

wat seems more miraculous was,i met my dad’s fren, uncle Maurris d other day..tis man is a No.1 fan of Our Lady..he’s a pious man..n sm how,one nite my family had a dinner wit him..he tends lotsa very sick ppl around..guidin them bck their faith that they hv lost once..n sm how,one way or nother v mentioned bout my very sick godma..n then i sm how understood that,i’m suppose to brin him to my godma..mayb he will b able to help her..u see,she has been really really sick n un peaceful..she has pains every where n d drugs r doin no good..lately she’s been throwin lotsa tantrums..n givin my godpa n their children a hell of a time..mayb God is tryin to help her in tis way..hehe..newayz i shall inform u guys bout d out come..

isn’t He wonderful..he did answer my prayers..i guess when u sincerely pray for sm thing it’ll actually come ur way,in one or nother tats better..

peace b wit everyone..

Dove

Crossroads..

Posted on February 7, 2006 by artzzzo.
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Just when you have enough,

Another road diverges.

And you are at the point

To decide the path.

Your journey to the left

Is almost as equal

To the journey to your right.

Every action has it’s consequences

To be consider.

Involvement and faith

Are also it’s responsibilities.

Taking both path

At the same time is absurd

Take a break if you need,

But not too long.

Yet the decision

Is in your hands

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